the love of my life..

i never thought i would be marrying this man..

we had a relationship but he was always the serious one..

i never thought of settling down someday with him..being married to him and having a life that we are having right now..together..

and now..right at this juncture..after the marriage..it's like i am learning to love him..truly love him..for who he is..the 'he' that i never really got to know during our four years of being together..together in a sense that we rarely went out dating..never had lunch together at my college..never feel the need to expose our relationship to everybody..

but what had been written down was that he is the man sent to me by Allah..i never even thought that i would be calling him 'abang' which i actually intended to keep only for my future husband after a series of stressful+hurtful relationships..

i thank Allah for these..and i thank Allah for giving me the chance to feel the love of the man..meant for me..and to love him..for who he is..with no boundaries..the 'sweetness' of it..is here to stay..amin..

i love you abang..this one is dedicated to you..