the 'admission'

earlier tonight..
went to see the doctor again..
it was supposed to be an afternoon appointment..
but she had a delivery case..
so we went later which is tonight..
at the end..i was given 'the letter'..
i am to be admitted to the hospital early in the morning..
on the 1st of June if my baby is not coming out until the day itself..
the doctor said the induce thingy will not hurt that much as it is time for the baby to come out..
i'll only experience the same hurt like other mothers experiencing normal births..
but this time..i get to expect that the pain of contractions will come..
right now..at this time..before 'd day'..the pain will be a suprise because i do not have the idea when it will 'attack' me..
but on the 1st of june..i will know that it is time..
huhu..talking about the pros and cons..
Ya Allah..permudahkanlah proses kelahiran anakku ini..
my dearests sweets..pary for me..
i love you all..