aqil going one year...

gosh..time flies really fast isn't it..

wondering whether after all this while..reaching one year..have i been a good mother to him..implementing good values..showing appropriate emotions..good examples of characters and behaviours..

there's so many things to think about..hopefully Allah has given him a good mother..what i have..hopefully he'll be proud of..one day..when he understands things..

my aqil now..

• can wave bye bye (when told to do so or when other people wave at him he'll wave back' and at the same time utters 'bah bah' while waving
• loves to hug and kiss me..
• has a tooth..only one tooth! (which worries me in a way hu..planning to see his birth doctor when going back to kb later)..
• loves to eat..
• everytime i'm putting him to bed..he would want to play with my face before he dozes off..this particular moment i love so much because it's like our 'us time' away from any noise and etc..when he is well asleep then  i'll put him into his bed..
• loves 'talking' and giggling to his two giant charts of body parts and nouns which i've pasted onto the wall..
• apart from playing with his favourite toys..he now loves to read books in his own way!which is by taking the books off the rack..spreading each of it here and there..opening each book..each page..pointing and mumbling to himself..and whenever i want to join him..he'll laugh and kiss me and poke the book onto my forehead..okay..i wonder what is the message..huhu..and it hurts..
• he crawls and pick up things so fast!i wonder where he gets the energy from..
• his sleeping pattern is more consistent..
• his hair has never been so gorgeous!
• loves to watch and listen to 'baa baa blacksheep'..and everytime he sees the video or hear the song..he'll go ba ba too..and nobody can block his view on the screen..or he'll push your head away like you're as tiny as a cat's head haha..
• i'm a GLEEK so i've as the husband to download GLEE songs with the lyrics and i so love to sing them while carrying aqil on me..and while i sing to the song..he'll sing too in his own way hi hi..love to do this when aqil's feeling restless or etc..he'll brighten up right away..
• 'PEEKABOO' is his favourite and he will laugh his heart out when we play the game..or our version of 'HIDE and SEEK'..which we started to play last week..this i know will be his all time favourite game too..woohooo..

i guess having a baby can sometimes or..for me..most of the time brings out the baby or childish side of me..the darling husband of mine would always laugh at me or say 'Sayang..ya Allah..' haha...i love you dear..

this parenthood..has taught us..a lot of things..and yes..being a parent also means an ongoing learning experience for both of us..and apart of all the tears..laughters..smiles..exchanging glances between us..looking at how grown our aqil is..and how fast he is growing..we thank Allah..for all his blessings..Alhamdulillah..

each bubble presents all the feelings we'll encounter..they'll come and they'll go..

some will go in a blink of an eye..and some will last a little longer..but still..they'll be gone..

thank you Allah for giving us our aqil..and may he be a good muslim and a good human being..

yes..enjoy every moment that we have with each other..and never forget Allah..amin..