babies are the best gifts

a picture of my darling after bathing and putting on his clothes..rambut belum sikat..

my besties's blog was all about her newborn niece and how she adores and misses  her 24/7..i do understand that feeling..it is the most beautiful feeling..and yes..it will be more beautiful and meaningful if we have one of our own..
*your time will come sayang..and i am sure you'll be a great mother* hugs..

as for my aqil..about two more weeks to go and he'll be one year..reaching his toddler years..and up until now..there's the feeling of guilt..regret..sad..because the one thing that i wish i could do is be with him take good care of him nurture him teach him things day and night..i don't want to work..i want to stay with him..be there for him..so that he doesn't have to be with other people other than his own mother..

*i guess mr. Ridzuan has to do something to get him to be a millionaire so that i do not have to work..muahaha*

-which is impossible-

ibu loves you aqil..so much..

on the way out to celebrate mother's day hihi..

every moment spent with you is treasured..