Wednesday, August 13, 2008

a birthday of mine

it's my birthday..

what i love the most about birthdays is that..

i would be getting beautiful words..from those whom i love so much..

i do get soothing words from them on normal days..

but the words ..especially the phrase 'i love you'..on my birthday..really made my day..

i need no presents..i need just the thoughtful words of the people i love..

thank you all..

i love you so much..

*moi family*

*moi girlfriends*
*moi friends*

a cupcake for all my beloved..

and a box of roses..full of love..

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

my dream vacation+honeymoon yang tertangguh entah sejak dari bile sampai ke bile..huhu..

uwaa....i really need a break..
i really want to be there..
isk isk..

fever time! throat feels like running+blocked nose is killing head is spinning like a wheel..isk isk..

i really need another day off..

what the heck am i doing in school..

i should have listened to the doctor..he said that i should be getting a 'two days' off..

why did i ever refused??


Sunday, July 20, 2008

the love of my life..

i never thought i would be marrying this man..

we had a relationship but he was always the serious one..

i never thought of settling down someday with him..being married to him and having a life that we are having right now..together..

and now..right at this juncture..after the's like i am learning to love him..truly love him..for who he is..the 'he' that i never really got to know during our four years of being together..together in a sense that we rarely went out dating..never had lunch together at my college..never feel the need to expose our relationship to everybody..

but what had been written down was that he is the man sent to me by Allah..i never even thought that i would be calling him 'abang' which i actually intended to keep only for my future husband after a series of stressful+hurtful relationships..

i thank Allah for these..and i thank Allah for giving me the chance to feel the love of the man..meant for me..and to love him..for who he is..with no boundaries..the 'sweetness' of here to stay..amin..

i love you abang..this one is dedicated to you..

Monday, July 14, 2008

a morning classroom...

i had an early class today..from 7.40 to 9.40..a 2 hours class with the naughtiest bunch of students in the school..but i love them..huhu..and teaching went smoothly..the first hour was about drilling them on grammar..the second hour was on language of the games was the blackboard version of Wheel of Fortune..i gave them the Word Group to make it easier for was near to 9.40 and we were ending up the game..

T: Okay the word group is fruits..(teacher drawing 10 blanks on the board; answer-kiwi fruit).

(Students; boys vs girls) shouting out madly alphabets and the answer-this is how it goes when dealing with my 4M students haha)..and suddenly, a student(who usually read sentences in english but his utterances sounded like french and all of the syllables going crazy+mixed up+tingtong) stood up and shouted loudly with great confidence;

S: Kiwi Kasut!

Other students including me came to a halt..we looked at him..and we..LAUGHED OUR HEART OUT!we laugh and laugh until the dicipline teacher came to see what was happening.he thought there was no teacher around..a bit malu but after i explained why he laughed too..hehe..because the KIWI KASUT student was his nephew..huhu..

ha..teaching is always interesting+crazybutfun when it comes to these group of people..teacher loves all of you..

i really miss this baby sister of mine..hopefully she'll be okay and will be having a great time during her tour..

i can't wait for you to get back here..

i miss the feeling of having a baby sister besides in..physically besides me..isk isk..
*i love you*

Sunday, July 13, 2008

yesterday i went out with my 'daughter'..a friend for life..dunia dan akhirat insyaAllah..i have a few in my life..and i thank Allah for that..okay back to what i intended to jot beloved husband had to attend a course in i was left all alone..on saturday morning i went all out..doing spring cleaning..all other related cleaning i mean..huhu..and i was pleased with my own self aha aha..did my zohor prayers..and i grew really bored..really felt the time was creeping so slow..ingat nak pegi to adik's house aka ma daughter aka beep..tapi malas nak lepak tengok movie+tengok setiap channel+tengok cd+tengok gambar husband sebab rindu+tengok magazine+tengok tv balik..adoi..nak termuntah rasenye..ting tong aje..huhu..tibe malam terus rase takut..i have never been left alone at night..huhu..berdebar rasenye..tapi cuba kuatkan semangat and i made it yess!!hehe..besoknye tu pegi pasar..beli lauk untuk masak for my beloved mr. ridzuan..lepas balik rumah baru sedar ya Allah macam takde life aje..tengok tv lagi..
tengah beloved adik messaged..i was like 'finally'..hehe..i miss her a bit actually..dekat tapi jauh..and i always worry about her..i don't know why..hehe..okay you know..what..macam pelik aje my writing ni..i started off with the above sentences..lepas tu the flow of the paragraph macam poyo aje..pastu ni baru back on track hehe..kalau my students dah lame kene 'bombard' dengan teacher yang agak laser ni i went out with her..we chatted and ate..lepak2..and talked heart to heart actually..huhu..and i felt really happy..we then went to tf..the only shopping complex in jerantut hehe..then we went to the nursery..buying flowers..which my 'adik' said as a therapy..huhu..pastu we went to pick up my mr. ridzuan..wiiiii!! hehe..and the day ended well..i felt contented and happy with the way things know what..i don't even know what i am writing about right now..

"entah mengarang apelah tu"..said mr. Sopi..
"entah ade bm ade bi" said my kakak maziah..

anyway..i'm having a great time at sandwiches and pudding pun dah berjaya dihabiskan oleh these wonderful is great when you think positively..and act the life that you have fully..appreciating every opportunity that you have..moving on..solving problems rather than crying upon them doing nothing..

"we don't just live to feel happy and have things going in the way we want them to be..but also to have all sorts of 'ujian' from make us to be a better person.." (my beloved ayah, 2008).

hehe..i am signing and peace for all...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Friends for life..

i have always realized that i love my friends very much. i am lucky enough to have all of my best friends with me..they are the most beautiful group of people in the world. one thing that is important is that, no matter how major my life has matter how i have moved from being their best friend to now best friend+wife matter how chaotic my life has been handling the love for them will never fade..across possibilities and responsibilities..whenever that they need me i want to be there for them..whether it's about meeting eye to eye or a simple message..

i know the 'tagline' would always be 'takkan..satu hari nanti semuanya akan berubah..that's the cycle of life..takkan sama dah'..but guys..i will always try my best to minimize the possibility of those lines above..Allah knows how much i treasure you my life..

i love you.

Monday, June 9, 2008


so is Adlina...huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

my life..

my one and only sister.. the loveliest of all..huhu..

my shining armor..hehe..

the middle one is the youngest..our baby brother..
who treats me as if i'm his younger sister..huhu..
i love you adik..

my love..

enough packaging!

hehe..looking at the pictures that i have gotten from our course facilitator made me wonder..what is the purpose of having multi layers of plactic wrapped around certain products which could sometimes made me feel sick of having to go through great difficulties until i could finally get to hold the 'present' after 2 to 3 minutes of struggling..huhu..and there may be a possibility where you will receive a large gigantic box but what's inside is only a tiny little thingy...huhu..i may be overly reacting but hey..that is a reality..!below i have posted a picture which would show you how right i was..

a thing called love

it feels so right to have the chance to hold the hands of the man you truly love..and what's most important was that you and him had nothing to lose..huhu..i love you..

Intel Teach..

huhu..people have been blogging long before i seems funny but it's a reality..i'm not really into technology because i do not think that i have much knowledge of this scifi thingy..huhu..but anyway..i am now writing a blog and actually it feels have the opportunity to write something down and share my thoughts and point of views with others..huhu..anyway..i'm enjoying the course as much as i can..and i miss my husband so much..huhu..