yesterday i went out with my 'daughter'..a friend for life..dunia dan akhirat insyaAllah..i have a few in my life..and i thank Allah for that..okay back to what i intended to jot down..hmm..my beloved husband had to attend a course in iab..so i was left all alone..on saturday morning i went all out..doing spring cleaning..all other related things..to cleaning i mean..huhu..and i was pleased with my own self aha aha..did my zohor prayers..and i grew really bored..really felt the time was creeping so slow..ingat nak pegi to adik's house aka ma daughter aka beep..tapi malas nak drive..so lepak tengok movie+tengok setiap channel+tengok cd+tengok gambar husband sebab rindu+tengok magazine+tengok tv balik..adoi..nak termuntah rasenye..ting tong aje..huhu..tibe malam terus rase takut..i have never been left alone at night..huhu..berdebar rasenye..tapi cuba kuatkan semangat and i made it yess!!hehe..besoknye tu pegi pasar..beli lauk untuk masak for my beloved mr. ridzuan..lepas balik rumah baru sedar ya Allah macam takde life aje..tengok tv lagi..
tengah mengelamun..my beloved adik messaged..i was like 'finally'..hehe..i miss her a bit actually..dekat tapi jauh..and i always worry about her..i don't know why..hehe..okay you know..what..macam pelik aje my writing ni..i started off with the above sentences..lepas tu the flow of the paragraph macam poyo aje..pastu ni baru back on track hehe..kalau my students dah lame kene 'bombard' dengan teacher yang agak laser ni haha..okay..so i went out with her..we chatted and ate..lepak2..and talked heart to heart actually..huhu..and i felt really happy..we then went to tf..the only shopping complex in jerantut hehe..then we went to the nursery..buying flowers..which my 'adik' said as a therapy..huhu..pastu we went to pick up my mr. ridzuan..wiiiii!! hehe..and the day ended well..i felt contented and happy with the way things go..huhu..you know what..i don't even know what i am writing about right now..

"entah mengarang apelah tu"..said mr. Sopi..
"entah ade bm ade bi" said my kakak maziah..

anyway..i'm having a great time at school..my sandwiches and pudding pun dah berjaya dihabiskan oleh these wonderful teachers..huhu..life is great when you think positively..and act positively..and..live the life that you have fully..appreciating every opportunity that you have..moving on..solving problems rather than crying upon them doing nothing..

"we don't just live to feel happy and have things going in the way we want them to be..but also to have all sorts of 'ujian' from Allah..to make us to be a better person.." (my beloved ayah, 2008).

hehe..i am signing off..love and peace for all...